Unfixable Mess

Here I am on my own
Here I stand all-alone
With my own hands to hold
And so many things untold
My mouth seems dry for words
Don’t want to admit it, but it hurts

You promised me the world
Said all the things a girl
Wish to her
In hear ears
Thanks for the lies and tearing me apart
Thanks for fooling my heart

So where are we at now?
I still don’t get how
We got caught in this mess
Unless, unless
All the things we didn’t say
Are the things that leaded us this way?
But I will never know for sure
Nothing’s the same anymore
The pieces are spread on the floor
All this mess is unfixable

I wonder if you ever think of me
Wonder if you feel empty
Are your bad consciences keeping you awake at night?
Are you longing for daylight
when the darkness finds you
Do you feel blue
Just like I do

You promised me the world
Said all the things a girl
Wish to hear
In her ears
Thanks for the lies and tearing me apart
Thanks for fooling my heart

So where are we at now?
I still don’t get how
We got caught in this mess
Unless, unless
All the things we didn’t say
Are the things that leaded us this way?
But I will never know for sure
Nothing’s the same anymore
The pieces are spread on the floor
All this mess is unfixable

You probably think I’ve left you behind
You probably think you don’t cross my mind
But it’s all just for show
A road I must follow
‘Cause we both know
That we have to let go
Of something we cant fix
Something like this mess

It’s time to move on
Time to forget all the things
We’ve said and done
Its time to leave behind and forget
This unfixable mess.

Written by me.

your blue skies

I know that life sometimes seems like a mess
And all you want is to forget
Forget the pain and the sorrow
You keep praying that tomorrow
Will bring something else than tears
You wish someone could take all of your fears

I know that time takes it all
But how much can one heart cope?
When I look at you I want to see you smile
If only just for a while

When you need me to
I’ll come running to you
When they tear you apart
I’ll mend your broken heart
When they chase your blue skies away
Just remember that I’m here to stay
You’re never on your own
You are never alone
I’m here, I’m home

You may feel far
Far from who you are
You look into the mirror
And even though you don’t see her
I see her so clearly
The girl you used to be

I know that time takes it all
But how much can one heart cope?
When I look at you I want to see you smile
If only just for a while

When you need me to
I’ll come running to you
When they tear you apart
I’ll mend your hurting heart
When they take your blue skies away
Just remember that I’m here to stay
You’re never on your own
You are never alone
I’m here, I am home.

The pain will disappear
Believe me, believe me
The days will be bright and clear
Wait and see, just wait and see
And when the darkness finds you
And makes you blue
Just remember that I’m here
To wash away your tears
You’ll get there, you’ll get there
‘cause home is where the heart is
we’ll get you through this mess

When you need me to
I’ll come running to you
When they tear you apart
I’ll mend your broken heart
When they chase your blue skies away
Just remember that I’m here to stay
You’re never on you own
You are never alone
I’m here, I am home

No, you are never alone...

Written & Dedicated to my best friend, Henriette <3

conclusion of me & you.

Wine and a broken heart doesn’t do me any good
Laying here on the floor wishing that I understood
Wine leaves me with an empty bottle and an open mind
Wishing from the bottom of my heart that we could rewind

Your smile still leaves me complete
Makes my heart skip a beat
It shouldn’t feel right when you’re no good
It shouldn’t feel right when my tears leaves me a flood

You gave me dreams to rely on
Now I need your shoulder to cry on
Don’t know where we should go from here
All I know is that I want you near
So what should we do?
What is the conclusion of me and you?

A confused mind and me alone in my bed
Makes all the thoughts come to live in my head
What is it that we both fear so much that we don’t dare
What makes us so scared from showing each other that we care

Your words still leaves me with hope
So much more than my heart can cope
It shouldn’t feel right when you’re no good
It shouldn’t feel right when my tears leaves me a flood

You gave me dreams to rely on
Now I need your shoulder to cry on
Don’t know where we should go from here
All I know is that I want you near
So what should we do?
What is the conclusion of me and you?

Putting on my best dress
Just to show the world that I aint a mess
Covering up my sad eyes
I keep pretending, living my own lies.
It’s not the same without you here
Wish I could make the feelings disappear
It’s just another date with the wine
Trying to convince myself that I’m fine
But it sucks without you here
It sucks not to have you near.

You gave me dreams to rely on
Now I need your shoulder to cry on
Don’t know where we should go from here
All I know is that I want you near
So what should we do?
What is the conclusion of me and you?

Written by me.

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