Wish I dared to touch you one more time
But I know that would be a crime
’Cause my heart do not dare
I tell myself that I don’t care
But that’s one big lie and I know it
Guess I’m just too scared to admit
That somewhere deep inside of me
You left me with this dream
Of what you and I could be
And now I’m standing here so afraid
Still hiding behind my parades
’Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
Don’t know if I should laugh or scream
Just wish that you could convince me to believe
In what your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go
Wish I dared to call you up and tell
How much I feel lost and unwell
But my heart does not dare
So I just sit in silence and stare
Out of my windows while the world’s passing by
I sit in silence asking myself whether to smile or to cry
’Cause somewhere deep inside of me
You left me with this dream
Of what you and I could be
And now I’m standing here so afraid
Still hiding behind my parades
’Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
Don’t know if I should laugh or scream
Just wish that you could convince me to believe
In what your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go
I want to believe in what you’re saying
Just need to be sure that you’re not playing
’Cause my heart still have marks
So I need to be sure of this spark
Sorry for putting you through hell
I just can’t seem to tell
If your heart is somewhere in it
Or if you’re too scared to admit it
Just like me.
So I’m just standing here so afraid
Wishing you will tear down my parades
‘Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
But I want you to be the one
Who makes me laugh and scream
So please won’t you convince me to believe
In whatever your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go.
But I know that would be a crime
’Cause my heart do not dare
I tell myself that I don’t care
But that’s one big lie and I know it
Guess I’m just too scared to admit
That somewhere deep inside of me
You left me with this dream
Of what you and I could be
And now I’m standing here so afraid
Still hiding behind my parades
’Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
Don’t know if I should laugh or scream
Just wish that you could convince me to believe
In what your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go
Wish I dared to call you up and tell
How much I feel lost and unwell
But my heart does not dare
So I just sit in silence and stare
Out of my windows while the world’s passing by
I sit in silence asking myself whether to smile or to cry
’Cause somewhere deep inside of me
You left me with this dream
Of what you and I could be
And now I’m standing here so afraid
Still hiding behind my parades
’Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
Don’t know if I should laugh or scream
Just wish that you could convince me to believe
In what your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go
I want to believe in what you’re saying
Just need to be sure that you’re not playing
’Cause my heart still have marks
So I need to be sure of this spark
Sorry for putting you through hell
I just can’t seem to tell
If your heart is somewhere in it
Or if you’re too scared to admit it
Just like me.
So I’m just standing here so afraid
Wishing you will tear down my parades
‘Cause letting you in is harder than it seems
But I want you to be the one
Who makes me laugh and scream
So please won’t you convince me to believe
In whatever your blue eyes are telling me
And then just hold me like you’ll never let go.
