we'll never know

You wanted a song so I wrote one for you
gives me the opportunity to tell the truth
We both tried to win but we can only lose
we say it’s a game but is it just an excuse?
I should hate you but I’m unable to
you make me feel kinda dizzy and so blue
I want to run away and I want to hide
you generate all of my fears inside

I wish I knew the right words to say
I tell you to go but my heart screams stay
my mouth keep on telling you these lies
Tears starts running from my green eyes
I say I don’t care when I really do
look, you got me acting like a fool
I’m a mess just because of you

I could be honest
but would you care?
if I reach for you would you dare
to let yourself feel and be vulnerable
I guess now we’ll never know

I wanted you to fight for me but you never did
You take the easy way out, you choose to quit
There’s a thousand reason for why you’re no good
and I somehow wished that my heart understood
that you could never be the right guy for me
But that doesn’t change what you mean to me
I want to touch and I want to try
you’re just a too complicated guy

I wish I knew the right words to say
I tell you to go but my heart screams stay
my mouth keep on telling you these lies
Tears starts running from my green eyes
I say I don’t care when I really do
look, you got me acting like a fool
I’m a mess just because of you

I could be honest
but would you care?
if I reach for you would you dare
to let yourself feel and be vulnerable
I guess now we’ll never know

So here’s the words I’ve been longing to say
Here’s the reason why I couldn’t stay
I need you but I need you to need me back
But you could never…
no, you could never do that.

I could be honest
but would you care?
if I reach for you would you dare
to let yourself feel and be vulnerable
I guess now we’ll never know

We’ll never know..