He’s leaving me behind by not talking to me
and I try to forget how I thought it would be
I wonder if he sometimes lie awake a night
Wishing that I was there by his side
even if he did he wouldn’t dare to tell
not even if his heart hurts like hell
It may seem easy but its a trick
when I get you to think I’m okay I get a little kick
Even though it may hurt a little I refuse to cry
’cause tears can’t bring you back by my side
So I go ahead and convince them that I’m okay
'Cause nothing I do will change the situation
I try not to regret
I try not to be upset
I try to just forget
But it’s hard when my heart is telling me
How it wish for it all to be
But I know that all I need is time
To convince my head that you’re not mine
And to get you off my mind
It will all be okay
maybe not today – but someday
He tries to act like he did what was for the best
and somehow the whole thing has become a contest
of who seems to be doing best now we’re apart
it may seem easy but it’s actually kinda hard
when he smiles I wonder if it’s real or fake
And I wonder if he consider me as a mistake
It may seem easy but that’s one big lie
it’s just what I do to get by ‘cause I try
To make it all seem easier than it really is
I’m trying to forget what I actually miss
But nothing can change where we are standing
so all I need now is time and understanding
I try not to regret
I try not to be upset
I try to just forget
But it’s hard when my heart is telling me
How it wish for it all to be
But I know that all I need is time
To convince my head that you’re not mine
And to get you off my mind
it will all be okay
maybe not today – but someday
The first step is always the hardest
But I know that time will make it better
The first days always seem a little lonely
But I know that time will make it better
The heart always feel a little forgotten
But I know that time will make it better
and in the end it will all make sense
I try not to regret
I try not to be upset
I try to just forget
But it’s hard when my heart is telling me
How it wish for it all to be
But I know that all I need is time
To convince my head that you’re not mine
And to get you off my mind
it will all be okay
maybe not today – but someday
