Tired

I’ve been losing sleeps for days
been thinking about walking away
though you want me to stay
things cant remain this way
you refuse we’re not mean to be
say I should open my eyes and see
But the things is they’re wide open
and I see that you and I are broken

So stop letting me be persuaded into this
Stop confusing me with you delicious kiss
’Cause the situation won’t change 

I’m tired of trying to make things work out

Tired of waking at 3 am because I have doubts
I’m tired of us yelling and screaming at each other
Why be unhappy when we can be happy with another
I’m just tired so tired

How can you still feel butterflies
when I think we’re living a big lie
I only feel this huge powerlessness
Why can’t you see that we’re  a huge mess
You promise that things will change
that it will not continue to feel strange
Me and my heart wants to believe you
But it all seems too good to be true

So stop letting me be persuaded into this
Stop confusing me with you delicious kiss
’Cause the situation wont change

I’m tired of trying to make things work out
Tired of waking at 3 am because I have doubts
I’m tired of us yelling and screaming at each other
Why be unhappy when we can be happy with another
I’m just tired so tired 

It’s not that I dont love you

’cause honestly I still do
But I really need space
need to erase your face
we’re in these waters too deep
the memories are yours to keep   

I’m tired of trying to make things work out
Tired of waking at 3 am because I have doubts
I’m tired of us yelling and screaming at each other
Why be unhappy when we can be happy with another
I’m just tired so tired

 

dream.

Do you believe in happy endings
or is it all just people pretending?
Happiness, is it still out there?
I need to know, do you still care?
Where is this road I should follow
do you have a smile that I can borrow

My world seems so black and white
I try to find the light, but it’s out off sight
so I hide all of the tears and pain inside
hoping someone notice and will make it right

My world is rather complicated
but I try to make the best of it
so when you take away my dreams
don’t laugh at me to my face
cause the kid inside of me screams
that I should carry on instead

The beating heart dreams with all it got
Remember things the brain has forgot
so heart, tell me you still believe
that the world is better than it seems
tell me it’s okay to stay a little naive
Tell me I’m still allowed to dream

Do we all really need to suffer
seems like life’s getting tougher
But I hold on to all of the little things
Hoping that whatever it may bring
that love and trust will carry me through
But I can only hope, ’cause I don’t got a clue

My world is missing something bright
maybe something silly like a flying kite
Wishing I could go back and just be a child
and my mom could tell me everything will be all right

My world is rather complicated
but I try to make the best of it
so when you blow out my candle
don’t just stand there confident
’cause my heart can’t seem to handle
no, can’t seem to handle it

The beating heart dreams with all it got
Remember things the brain has forgot
so heart, tell me you still believe
that the world is better than it seems
tell me it’s okay to stay a little naive
Tell me I’m still allowed to dream

Am I crazy for being so unsure
scared of what’s behind the closed door
Am I stupid for wanting more
of the feelings my heart adore
Show me where to go
’Cause I don’t know
hoping time will show
where I should go.

The beating heart dreams with all it got
Remember things the brain has forgot
so heart, tell me you still believe
that the world is better than it seems
tell me it’s okay to stay a little naive
Tell me I’m still allowed to dream

You and I

You fill the room with your charm
my body starts ringing like an alarm
When you’re around I feel so weak
I know what to say but can’t speak
you got this unbreakable spell on me
They all call you my poison candy

We’re been here before,
you give a little
but I want more

I try not to give in ’cause you’re making me hurt
every time we try, it only gets worse
You’re my big love, but I’m just your flirt

But I can’t blame you
’cause I let you
break me again and again
pretending it’s okay just to be friends
But it’s one big lie
yeah, We’re one big lie
You and I

We both keep trying crossing the limits
Once we start it’s not long before we finish
You always try me off just to see
if you’re still able ti sweep me off my feet
and i keep falling for your romantic phrases

Afterwards I’m embarrassed trying to erase it.

We’re been here before,
I want to talk
which you ignore

I try not to give in ’cause you’re making me hurt
every time we try, it only gets worse
you’re my big love, but I’m just your flirt

But I can’t blame you
’cause I let you
break me again and again
pretending it’s okay just to be friends
But it’s one big lie
yeah, We’re one big lie
You and I

You and I
rhymes with lie
dadidadadai
One big lie
you and I

I try not to give in ’cause you’re making me hurt
every time we try, it only gets worse
you’re my big love, but I’m just your flirt

But I can’t blame you
’cause I let you
break me again and again
pretending it’s okay just to be friends
But it’s one big lie
yeah, We’re one big lie
You and I