Something I forgot.

Sitting in my living room at a Friday night
Looking out of the windows into the black of night
Surrounded by lovely pictures and memories
of happy faces, beautiful places and forgotten dreams
Everything look the same and yet it don’t
You told me not to make a scene, so I won’t

Trying to find something, something I forgot
I’ve lost something but have forgotten what.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
trying to find the underlying meaning
just to catch a glimpse of the old me,
the girl I used to be

Looking into the mirror, staring back at myself
My eyes lost their spark, I can tell.
Where’s the smile I used to own?
You say I got you, but I feel so terrible alone
I start biting my fingernails just to kill the silence
or maybe just to crush my pangs of conscience.

Trying to find something, something I forgot
I’ve lost something but have forgotten what.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
trying to find the underlying meaning
just to catch a glimpse of the old me,
the girl I used to be

You once told me I was different
back when we were oh so brilliant
but since the lowering clouds roll over the sky
I feel like you might have forgotten why
you ever said it in the first place
Did you forget?
did you?
Did you forget?
do you regret?
’cause I do.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
you changed me, for good.

Running.

I know this girl who’s kind of a mess
a girl with a big heart beating in her chest
with plenty of dreams and ideas of life
trying to deny all of her fears inside
She wants it all and yet she don’t
one day she want silver, another day gold
She believes in those happy fairytale endings
She find it easier just to keep on pretending

When reality knocks on the door
she’s the one who has left the building
One thing I know for sure
They can never tie her down, never tie her down
’Cause there’s only one thing on her mind:

I’m running out of time
Going completely out of my mind
Running so fast, so fast
Running to something better
Running in circles
Running though it hurts
I’m running, running, running
Without knowing my destination
‘cause running from myself.

He always believed in taking a chance
when he get what he wants he always dance
But as time goes by his smile disappears
you see him drowning in his own tears
‘cause once again it wasn’t what he expected
once again he wants to move on and forget it
no matter what he does he feels like a failure
all he has left is his prayers

When reality knocks on the door
He’s the one who has left the building
one thing I know for sure
they can never tie him down, never tie him down
’Cause there’s only one thing on his mind:

I’m running out of time
Going completely out of my mind
Running so fast, so fast
Running to something better
Running in circles
Running though it hurts
I’m running, running, running
Without knowing my destination
running from myself.

I do, I don’t
I want, I won’t
it’s always the same
same thoughts on replay
keep running away

I’m running out of time
Going completely out of my mind
Running so fast, so fast
Running to something better
Running in circles
Running though it hurts
I’m running, running, running
Without knowing my destination
running from myself.