One Heartbeat

Sitting in my bed at 11 pm thinking about you
wonder if you’re maybe thinking about me too
Do you miss me while you’re out there
do you wish to be here and not there
tonight the stars look so pretty in the sky
but nothing can compare to your beautiful eyes

The world continues spinning around

Though you’re not here with me
you’re only one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away
And though the nights may seem lonely
I’m aware that you’re only
one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away.

I like to tease you just to see you laugh
I could never imagine seeing you sad
Don’t know if I should believe what I feel
there’s just something telling me this Is real
So I’m feeling like the luckiest girl alive
sending you all my loving tonight

The world continues spinning around

Though you’re not here with me
you’re only one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away
And though the nights may seem lonely
I’m aware that you’re only
one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away.

I see you,
see you through
I believe in you
and what you do
I feel your heart
even when we’re apart
nothing can compare
to what we’ve started here

Though you’re not here with me
you’re only one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away
And though the nights may seem lonely
I’m aware that you’re only
one heartbeat, one heartbeat, one heartbeat away

bang (fix me)

 

I can feel my body but it’s like my heart just stopped

I don’t wanna feel this, I just wanna feel completely numb
I know I’m not dead yet but neither am I alive
you used to safe me but I can only save myself this time

And the words that fall from your mouth

they are cutting their way into my soul

you just said you don’t love me out loud

This I way more than what I can control

Bang, you hit me

Bang, I’m on the floor

bang bang, someone fix me

my baby just shoot me

and he didn’t care at all

Your mouth is the most powerful weapon you own

though you’re sitting right next to me, but I feel so alone

don’t say you don’t wanna hurt me, I know you’re lying

Sometimes I even wonder if you enjoy seeing me crying

And the words that fall from your mouth

they are cutting their way into my soul

you just said you don’t love me out loud

This I way more than what I can control

Bang, you hit me

Bang, I’m on the floor

bang bang, someone fix me

my baby just shoot me

and he didn’t care at all

I need strings to sew me back together

I really believed in you, me and forever

but as always it was too good to be true

I know I’m not dead yet but neither am I alive

But I’m gonna be the one to save myself this time

Bang, you hit me

Bang, I’m on the floor

bang bang, someone fix me

my baby just shoot me

and he didn’t care at all

blame-game

You can tell me lies and if I believe them
I can only blame myself
You can say nasty words and make me cry
I can only blame myself
You can let me go but if I choose to stay
I can only blame myself
When you make me feel bad and I put up with it
I can only blame myself.

I can blame, only blame,  I can only blame, I can only blame myself

Am I out of my mind?
what am I doing here?
what am I trying to find?
scars can’t disapear
Yes, I blame myself
for loving you

If you’re just taking me for granted
Then I can only blame you
If you’re using my confused heart to hurt me
Then I can only blame you
If you can’t see how much I’m really worth
Then I can only blame you
If you’re leaving me when I say I love you
then I can only blame you

I can blame, only blame,  I can only blame, I can only blame you

Am I out of my mind?

what am I doing here?

what am I trying to find?

scars can’t disapear

Yes I blame myself

for loving you

well, it takes two to tango

none of us is letting go

So tired of this blame-game

Too little love, too much pain

Am I out of my mind?

what am I doing here?

what am I trying to find?

scars can’t disapear

Yes I blame myself

for loving you