Something I forgot.

Sitting in my living room at a Friday night
Looking out of the windows into the black of night
Surrounded by lovely pictures and memories
of happy faces, beautiful places and forgotten dreams
Everything look the same and yet it don’t
You told me not to make a scene, so I won’t

Trying to find something, something I forgot
I’ve lost something but have forgotten what.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
trying to find the underlying meaning
just to catch a glimpse of the old me,
the girl I used to be

Looking into the mirror, staring back at myself
My eyes lost their spark, I can tell.
Where’s the smile I used to own?
You say I got you, but I feel so terrible alone
I start biting my fingernails just to kill the silence
or maybe just to crush my pangs of conscience.

Trying to find something, something I forgot
I’ve lost something but have forgotten what.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
trying to find the underlying meaning
just to catch a glimpse of the old me,
the girl I used to be

You once told me I was different
back when we were oh so brilliant
but since the lowering clouds roll over the sky
I feel like you might have forgotten why
you ever said it in the first place
Did you forget?
did you?
Did you forget?
do you regret?
’cause I do.

Nothing stays the same
everything can change
you changed me, for good.